In an unexpected twist, I was asked to slaughter my own sheep for Qurban. I also had 3 sheep from my family members so those were the ones I picked to personally handle. Ustaz Fir had insisted that I learn how to do this, and told me a day earlier for me to mentally prepare myself, but when the first sheep was on the table ready for me, I handed the knife to the slaughter-man AND RAN - leaving him to finish the deed for me. Upon seeing what happened, Ustaz yelled for me to come back: "GO AND...